This Is My Ballot

American politics, most of the time, seems like a joke.

It is almost laughable to see politicians speak at presidential debates, with millions of Americans watching them play out like a comedy act. However, when I sat down to watch this year’s debate, the initial laughter soon turned to dejection. This year, it was no longer funny to watch two candidates speak over one another, stumbling over their words, and making inane promises because, this year, I would be another American checking a box beside one of these comedians.

In a country where politics is so much more than just politics, the act of making a choice is dauntless. It may not seem so, considering that so many people do it without a second thought, but finding someone who will honestly answer the question, “So, who are you voting for this fall?” has become increasingly rare.

Some may dispute this observation. It seems like every American is so eager to declare their opinions about the upcoming election, sharing posts about current events and tweeting memes. But how many of them are actually aware of what their vote means and how their dauntless act can reflect either thoughtful reflection or careless neglect?

Sometimes, I struggle to answer when someone acts me who I am voting for. It is never a question I’ve had to seriously consider until now. With the state of the world changing every minute of each day, it often feels like my choice is inconsequential and that every person who asks the dreaded question is merely seeking validation of their own opinion. Still, that doesn’t mean I do not answer.

If there is one response I will always deliver, it is this: who I vote for should not concern anyone more than the fact that I will be voting. I love politics and love seeing change being made, but I also know that much of what is political today is designed to be divisive. This year is a crucial turning point for many young Americans. It is no longer about what your parents believe, what your friends are saying at school, or what affects only you. This year, it’s your decision. Your responsibility. Your ballot.

I know what it feels like to think your vote doesn’t matter. I’ve heard many of my peers say they won’t vote because “both candidates are bad” or simply because they think, “what’s the point?” Choosing to abstain from voting is, by default, choosing to support the leading candidate. However, if it’s your first time voting in a presidential election, remember that you represent a new voice; one that has never been heard before. Often times, in elections, this voice that is underestimated. The next generation has more power than they realize, and your voice is a vital part of that power.

I cannot sit here and tell you that your vote will make or break anything. Still, even if it doesn’t, it can make or break you. It is your ballot, and the choice to leave it blank is a choice to stay uninformed. It is a choice to stay silent when you have the opportunity to speak for those who cannot. So, if anything, vote for yourself–not in the literal sense, but as a way of developing your own character as a citizen making a difference. When you complete that ballot and vote with confidence, you fulfill your responsibility not only to your country, but also to yourself.

Happy Living

“There’s no such thing as a vote that doesn’t matter. It all matters” -Barack Obama

Published by Ria Pai

Hi let me introduce myself. I was born and have lived my entire life in a beach area as a child of two amazing parents who immigrated to America from India. I love art, music and writing so I try to combine the three. I enjoy deep conversations on a number of topics from politics, to friendships, to fashion. I’m a natural perfectionist, but sometimes find this to be a bit overwhelming. I love mangos, dark chocolate and tea. I make art whenever I get the chance…painting, songwriting, dancing, and writing are all forms of art to me. Since I live in a warm area, I cannot stand any weather that is below 60 degrees Fahrenheit and always find a way to swim in anything from pools to the ocean. I have one dog, a Lhasa Apso who I am envious of because he does nothing but eat, sleep, and lay around all day. I experiment with my style. I am horrible at geography and sitting still, and it’s not uncommon to find me with paint all over my hands. I like to wear bold clothing and I always find a way to wear the same white sneakers with any outfit I can. Hi, my name is Ria, nice to meet you.

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